DAMN INSOMNIA!!!!

Ga tau,berapa kali ngerasa marah hari ini..walaupun pada akhirnya cuma bisa berkata dalam hati, "marah cuma bikin saling menyakiti, memperburuk keadaan, dan malah memecah persatuan,"---MERDEKA!!!hahaha
then I take a deep breath..I just can show my compulsion sweatest smile..keep silent for a minute..and finally the madness's burned with my ignorance......
But I even can't ignore someone longer than two minutes..more than that, my feeling changes..from mad to guilty..
I don't know, but when suddenly your heart get hurt so bad,because of something wrong..it's uncomfort feeling..I feel lucky..I can forget everything in 60 minutes since I got mad..after that,I can show my real sweatest smile and walk away from the bad mood..

But now..I'm not in the mood again..beware of me..it's just becaused I woke up in the middle of the night,and I can't sleep again!!On the fact, when The Nighter, of course The Sick Nighter, open the eyes until the morning comes, that will be a cause why everything's gonna be worse..But,I hope I'll be ok..tomorrow,the next tomorrow,always be ok for the others tomorrow..

Best regards from me to you,
DAMN INSOMNIA!!!

On Your Graveyard

now 7.30am. .i've been sitting here since 7am. .look the sunrise,feel the air,and get cold. .hahaha
well. .ini sebenarnya telat 1 hari. .karena satu dan lain hal,kemaren sedikit terhambat untuk mengunjungimu. .*alasan*
how are you today?do you feel your peaceful in there?

Kembali mengulang dulu. .
I bring you a cup of hot chocolate. .hey. .gw nelpon si bapaknya biar buka pagi-pagi demi lo. .bapaknya cuma bilang: "dikirain udah lupa neng. .biasanya tanggal 20 januari" dan gw cuma membalasnya dengan senyum kecut!!
Kalau diingat tentang si bapak,kayaknya dulu beliau benci banget ya sama kita-pelanggan nongkrong terlama cuma memesan satu gelas dari sore ampe malam- but his attitude totally change after you passed away. .By the way. .beliau terlihat lebih muda,dengan bulu-bulu mukanya yang sudah dibabat habis. . Jadi, kayakny julukan 'Pak Brewok' udah ga pantas buat beliau. .gw pengen nyebut dia Mr.Nice. .setuju aja ya??ya??sikapnya yang sangat manis -kayak hot chocolate buatannya- dan dia dengan senang hati,bangun pagi hanya untuk digerecoki hal yang super ga penting. .

Oh. .God. .I miss you so bad. .
Baik-baik disana,jangan nakal kayak didunia,dengerin kata-kata malaikatnya. .mama merindukanmu juga. .(aku melihat bunganya. .)
See you. .